wah..ni baru btul lone rider!!

yesterday its kind a blurrrrr....
i was shocked, excited, sad, desperate and all turn into a green
it was all about GEBENG!!

so what the heck about this mysterious, creepy(yer ker??), isolated n unique
place called GEBENG??
huaaa!!
it will be my playground for 10 weeks>>>for internship program
icant imagine it right now..
and the worst part of it....im going alone
no friends to lean for
no parents( of coz ar...hehehhe)
no internet connection..( im use wimax...n gebeng dont have coverage yet)


huah...i just can't imagine it....
my lecturer said it placed at a border with kemaman( sini bnyak yg wat intern)
but when i googled it...it 30 form that...
another huaaaa!!
i become isolated
lost
numb
for next 2 month~

n till now...
i dont even know the company...
the fact that realy knew was
it a tank cleaning company~

so fadzril buckle up n be prepare~
mentally n physically...
u are alone
sad
exhausted
mad
crazy
F**k
insane
for everyday for the next 2 month

but all above were what i thinking yesterday

today i just thinking about it again~
in positive ways...
why become so negative to predict something that
not yet be happen
so i will follow this flow~

im totally dumb
22 years old guys still nagging~
about his future..
a step to become independent
im really dumb..
hahaha

so...fadzril
ready to say yes to adventure
become a lone rider
at GEBENG!!